| fucking paper |
[Mar. 4th, 2007|08:54 pm] |
How are you feeling today?
Wind below - rage against the machine
Will you get far in life?
F.O.D./ All by Myself - Green Day
How do your friends see you?
Colder than the coldest - The Dandy Warhols
Will you get married?
Leaving Barcelona - The Firebird Band
What is your life's theme song?
Rearview mirror - Pearl Jam
What is the story of your life?
Sword Swings - SFX
What was high school like?
I Woke up in a car - something corporate
How can you get ahead in life?
Real Love - smashing pumpkins
What is tomorrow going to be like?
Alone + easy target - Foo Fighters
What is the best thing about your friends?
Obsessive Compulsive - The Firebird Band
What is in store for the next weekend?
The sound of settling - Death cab for cutie
What song best describes you?
What ever happened? - The strokes
How is your life going?
Heartburn - Alicia keys
What song will play at your funeral?
Gimme stiches - foo fighters
How does the world see you?
disarm - smashing pumpkins
Will you have a happy life?
Cahmpion Requiem - mos def
What do your friends really think of you?
Evil and heathen - franz ferdinand
What song describes the person you're attracted to?
Boo - Pinback (HAHAHA)
What message would you like to tell the next generation?
waiting for the sirens call - new order
Do you have a deep dark secret?
boys dont cry - the cure |
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| THE BEST DAY EVER. |
[Jan. 21st, 2007|09:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  YAHOO! | ] |
RAWR, secrets that aren't secrets really:
I am a winner!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm so glad i saved it, so worth it.
*Alcohol is social lubricant. hihihi. |
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| After the ((aMp)) inuman, wallowing in hate and loathing |
[Dec. 7th, 2006|02:56 pm] |
I DON'T FUCKING DESERVE WHAT YOU DID TO ME.
It was rude, uncalled for and offensive. I CANNOT BELIEVE that you would be so VINDICTIVE and PETTY as to bring out your undeniable hate and loathing in such a way. NO ONE DESERVES THAT.
Civility is a lost concept i guess and any amount of it will be completely lost on you, so I guess I'll just give up now. I'm surprised I even tried. I'm angry but I won't show it BECAUSE YOU DON'T DESERVE EVEN THAT. You don't deserve anything.
I have things to tell but I won't. Because I'm simply not as crass and stupid.
I'm drunk, ignore me. Like you always do. YAHOO. It's all I want now.
SPREAD THE HATE, SEE HOW PEOPLE LIKE IT.
And don't get pissy because I'm telling the truth. It's diplomatic, dontcha think? HAHAHA
LATER HATER! |
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| Whoo. RIGHT. |
[Nov. 11th, 2006|03:35 am] |
What do you listen to when you're sad?
I have nothing on my iPod, and I really wanted to wallow in self pity and insecurity yesterday. All I had were goddamn happy songs.
I think I'll do what I did the last time I was massively depressed -- watch a season of 24 without resting. Makes me feel exciting. Hahaha. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2006|02:10 pm] |
Here's my new problem:
I can change my theo: either to Jimenez or Natividad ONLY.
PLEASE HELP ME CHOOSE!
So far:
NATIVIDAD
... is a bitch
... treats theology like a science
... difficult to make bola
JIMENEZ
... is boring
... has flunked two people i know
... wrote the theo book and is also difficult to make bola
WHAT DO I DO!!!!! |
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| I'M SO FUCKING DEAD |
[Nov. 7th, 2006|02:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! | ] |
I had the most fabulous random number: 10
I was lucky enough to get really great teachers for my pre-enlisted subjects:
Ocampo for histo
Abad for SA 21
the only fuck up was Natividad (or Lucifer as some people like to call her)for Theo who i hear is a real hard-ass.
I also got excellent electives:
Children's literature and the art of subversion (because I'm minoring in lit)
the philosophy of law
and futsal for P.E.
Everything was all set up for an excellent second semester EXCEPT I FUCKED IT ALL UP!
My lit elective and my Theo class magically coincided. I went to get enlisted again, expecting them to tell me i had to change my lit elective since Theo is by block and usually can't be changed and instead the lady OFFERED ME A CHANGE OF THEO! Well, I'm not so stupid that I didn't get rid of Natividad BUT I WAS SO STUPID I REPLACED HER WITH JIMENEZ who's name i thought "sounded kind and accommodating." Apparently he'a an insane, religious, by-the-book, logical, just-because-you-love-jesus-don't-make-that-excuse-fly-with-me fanatic who WROTE AND EDITED THE THEO 121 BOOK and enjoys berating students and giving them a hard time AS WELL AS GRADING LOW.
I was just so surprised that she was making me change my Theo I could only remember not to get Crisostomo and Yecla! UGH!!!!!!!! Why couldn't I have picked someone else?! :((
NO one can even reassure me that Jimenez is a better choice at least than Natividad. In fact, I've heard the opposite. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. |
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| the furrow in my brow is starting to look permanent |
[Nov. 3rd, 2006|01:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | ex-communicado land | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i am a lady in distress | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pity music, for my stupidity | ] |
I don't understand why I deserve this much karma. I have lost an iPod Video and two cell-phones in the span of 4 months. I want to roll over and die.
It really sucks being ex-communicado during sem-break, and it sucks even more losing something when I only left the house to go to my lola's house. I literally left my house, drove to my lolas, walked my dog, went back home and realized there was no phone. I've searched EVERYWHERE and it's so frustrating to think it just fell out of my pocket. WHY WHY WHY?!?! I would never steal someones phone. It's the whole fucking principle of the thing, do not do unto others, and I would NEVER do that. :((
God really likes to take from the motherfucking poor. My parents just got me that phone and they made it pretty clear they're not getting me a new one. And rightly so.
sajdhksalhfkdashgjhadfklhgkdkvbhkgdfhkdfhk!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE!
really, what the fuck am I supposed to do now?!
St. Anthony, please PLEASE help me. |
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| fuck-ups and pressure |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|05:00 am] |
Class starts at 11 for me every Tuesday-Thursday but I wake up at 6:30 just because I don’t want to stay at home. Because I’d rather be anywhere else but in that hell hole. I come home as late as I possibly can because when I do all they do is nag and scream and shout at me. Because I’m a bitch. And evil and mean.
I threw a chair at my brother yesterday because he wouldn’t get off the PC. He was playing a game and I needed to write my paper. I asked him nicely at first but my parents didn’t hear that part, only the shouting, so they got mad at me.
They used to give me shit about the TV. I stopped watching now, because I’m a selfish TV hog. Then now that I’m starting to need to use the computer because of all the papers and shit they’re starting to scream about that too – so I tried to solve that problem by working outside of home as much as possible. There’s no middle ground in hell. Now they’re screaming that I’m never home. Why do they still wonder why?
I fucking hate this place. It’s only any good when no one’s around. My house is too small for four people and four big egos.
Maybe if I was stupid, if I flunked a year, if I played video games all the time, downloaded porn onto the computer, listened to crap anime music and had no ambitions in life (temporal or otherwise) they’d love me.
Maybe if I was a stupid maid who followed everything they told me to do, they’d love me.
I hate crying, I feel weak and pathetic. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 17th, 2006|07:13 pm] |
have you already lost your innocence?
where? and more importantly, why?
not innocence in that lewd, crude, purely animalistic sense. but when did we start getting so jaded? |
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[Sep. 8th, 2006|07:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sufjan | ] |
I hate losing to thank yous because im so fucking boring, and crass,
and ugly.
give me money for plastic surgery, my heart hurts and it's bleeding.
whatever, i always get over this bull shit. |
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| LOST AND CONFUSED LIKE A CHILD IN HELL |
[Aug. 15th, 2006|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I WANT EVERYTHING BACK! | ] |
I've officially been avoiding responsibility like the plague. My "things-to-do" list is increasing exponentialy and i have really done nothing about it. I've got about three papers overdue, a sci10 video to film, a smocket to keep clean, a MOA to have signed, a venue to find, tests left and right (oral and written), a GA for COSA and ((aMp)), i've got to look for contacts for food booths and a bar, and a lot of other random shit i peobably don't know about because i'm so damn unorganized!
Also, I am currently losing:
1) Greek Philosophy: Thales to Aristotle -- a library book long overdue and surprisingly expensive-php1500 to replace (in case you have it, PLEASE GIVE IT BACK!!! red leather hard bound)
2) Romancing Science -- my sci10 book, black soft bound
3) My iPod video -- black, and stolen at a house party to weeks ago. A house party with "friends" (friendship-an overrated concept, obviously), one of whom took it and kept it, stupid BITCH.
4) Dark blue vest -- which i wore to school, left at the bench and am now missing (i pinned my grandma's brooch on it too, so im soooo dead)
5) sunglasses -- which i also left in the bench and i guess they got stolen? Which really sucks because i actually actively searched for them like the day after they went missing!
6) tupperware -- i normally wouldn't care about this but, uh, my mom's mad at me for losing all our tupperwares na!
probably many, many more things i've lost count already. I really have to shape up, i'm just too disgustingly kalat na. I'm starting to hate this pawala attitude.
HELP!!!! |
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[Aug. 9th, 2006|08:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | les nubiens | ] |
Your results:
You are Batman
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You are dark, love gadgets
and have vowed to help the innocent
not suffer the pain you have endured.
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Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...
I <3 BATMAN! I WANNA FUCK BATMAN!! I AM BATMAN!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|06:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | HELL raining shit | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | music is romance and i can't relate | ] |
I guess what i've realized is that i'm still looking for friends--real friends who don't treat me like shit. Maybe i'm just expecting too much but as far as I can see all i'm getting is disappointed.
Maybe all this socializing bull-shit is pointless and all I get are liars and people who like to point and laugh, because it's all a joke, right? A big funny joke i'm never gonna get 'coz it's on me.
I'm still looking for that friend who'll hold my hair up when i vomit into the toilet bowl. It's been 18 years of ponytails my whole life. I hope i've given my "friends" (one-sided, of course) the courtesy of at least that.
Fuck whatever. This doesn't apply to YOU, of course, so don't bother. It's just the overwhelming sense of melancholy CRAP affecting me. Let's all just not mention this and pretend everything's hunky-dory. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|11:41 am] |
YUCK ANG CONYO NG CAPONES MY GOLLY!
But me and reg had buckets and buckets of fun--i got tipsy early from lack of dinner so i argued with two totally random pinoy/french guys about how Italy's gonna beat France on monday! YEHESSSS!! they kept singing that stupid french anthem, HELLO, as if Buffon's gonna let any of those balls in! They bet me a trip to Itay if Italy wins. HA!
Anyway I ran into Cyril, Liz (and her perennial Pinoy Song Mag), met Raymond, Myrene and Diego (!!! wow! sandwich yo!),and got a lovely HAPPY BIRTHDAY song!
I'm sure a lot more happened in between but i've got a bad memory...
ANYWAY! GERMANY VS PORTUGAL IS TONIGHT (well, technically sun morning 3am)! AND ON SUN NIGHT (or tachnicall mon morn 2am) its THE FINALS!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Ballack almost made me cry. |
[Jul. 5th, 2006|06:37 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | HELL | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | mothafuckaaaaaa! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RATM | ] |
WHY GERMANY, WHY???????
:((
germany lost. in the last two FUCKING minutes. i failed two quizzes. i got caught for id violation shit. i haven't slept. i haven't showered. im broke and starving. PEOPLE KEEP HUGGING ME WTF.
i hate today, and i don't think tom's gonna be any better. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2006|01:17 am] |
HAPPY BIRHDAY REGGIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! my darling friend since FOREVER, my little poopie pants, my (AHEM) "style icon", shopper extraordinaire, my gigging partner in crime, my gorgeous concert queen with the golden voice, and forever ym-emo conversationalist (and a whole shitload more, I LAB YOU!!!!! -- i'd make this bigger and like colorful and moving (like you, yuck! cheese!) but, erm, i dont know how! (you know how, come to think of it, you LJ genious you!):P
WINNER KA TALAGA!!!!! |
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| PATHETIC-NESS |
[Jun. 29th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
ohmigod it's so hilarious i dressed up!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
so i texted reggie before i got to school "dude, just remember, imitation is the highest form of flattery." -- tuloy nagmukang gago kaming dalawa! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
but when i think about it it's too hassle to be all porma all the time, i'm lazy na. I'll just smoke elsewhere when i look pangs.
OR i'm totally not gonna crush na coz it's to much of an effort. (ohmigawd i'm so fucken lazyyyyyy)
NATIONAL SPORTS GRILL TOM AT TEN FOR GERMANY VS ARGENTINA!!!!!! don't forget, text me if you're coming! :D |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2006|08:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | NAKAKAINIS | ] |
i went to school looking like tae, which i deliberately did because i thought i would leave directly after class and not run into anyone worth running into.
AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENED??? PUTANGINAAAAAAA ANG MALAS KO TALAGA!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
I guess what im trying to say is DONT EVER GO TO SCHOOL LOOKING LIKE SHIT EVEN IF YOUR TEAM TOTALLY LOST LAST NIGHT'S GAME BECAUSE YOU WILL, WITHOUT A DOUBT IN THE WORLD, RUN INTO YOUR CRUSH!
oh, HDB, will you even remember my name?? (DUH, i think not) |
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| WHYYYYYYY?!??!?! |
[Jun. 25th, 2006|07:42 pm] |
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky | 
You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little
It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults
If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him.
It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out. |
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